Sometimes I wish things had never been the way they were with you. I wish you hadn’t done the things you did that made me feel so loved and happy.
It would be so much easier without you in my life but I can’t even imagine not knowing you.
You can be proud of your sexuality and still in the closet for your own safety. Not everyone you know has to know that you’re not straight for you to be a ‘good’ queer/gay. Protecting yourself from homophobes is not ‘contributing to the issue’. Do not come out into a dangerous situation with no support network or without any financial independence. If you think someone might out you, don’t tell them shit.